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Well it's February and I really want to get my weight loss going again I want to try and loose 40 -50 pounds by the end of May for my 30th Birthday however it's really hard to get going again :( I have the desire and want to get going again it's basically just the motivation that's lacking. I've been using http://www.sparkpeople.com since February 2006 on and off mind you however last year I really made an effort to really use it and I had some good results finally I lost 32 pounds in 08 and I want to loose the rest of my 70 pounds in 2009 to be at my goal weight of 120 pounds for Christmas I I wan't this to happen I seriously need to get going and be on track pretty much the whole time to make this happen. what I really need is a weight loss buddy that's local I do have one on Spark people however she's become a co leader to 2 teams and really hasn't thoughed base with me in a long while :( I really don't want to be a fat girl anymore I'm sick of it truly I am!!! anyways I'm feeling sorry for myself and really need motivation and PDQ(pretty damn quick)